“You’re the baddest thing I seen and Babygirl you make me proud…You make me wanna be your man…I’ll do the best that I can…”
The next week was pretty rough for Sweets. I had her entire condo packed up and had Janina put it on the market. She had a second one that was actually closer to my spot so we moved all her stuff there. She didn’t feel comfortable bein alone so we made one of our guest rooms hers. I didn’t care how long she stayed…all I knew is I felt a lot better havin her where I could at least watch out for her. I had a battle with Draya over it. She said she understood me bein there for Sweets but it just seemed like everytime somethin went on I would just come in like Sweets knight in shining armor…like I was still her man! I told her that she was either gonna have to deal with it or leave. I wasn’t havin her say shit about Sweets. I was so annoyed by her whining and complainin. She was really mad cause I hadn’t gave her any in almost a week and I wouldn’t give her none when we got up this mornin! I just wasn’t feelin it right now. Or just not feelin HER right now. It seemed like everythin she did got on my last fuckin nerves! I was so happy that it was Saturday and she had to catch a flight back to PA for two weeks… I know…but It was crazy it seemed we got along better when we were apart!
By the middle of October I was had got all the dates confirmed for the Fan Appreciation Tour…I had decided that it was gonna kick off in November and I pushed back the release date of Graffiti til December. I wanted to get as much buzz and momentum goin. Sweets had been so much help…between her, Momma, Tina, Auntie Chris, Aunt Kat and TC this would have never came together…I was so humbled by the chance to give TEAMBREEZY a good show! No I didn’t have the big budgets like my other tours and this was definitely gonna be different but I knew I would give them my 150%! They were the reason I had second chance and I couldn’t wait to thank them for it! I was still havin trouble gettin my singles played on the radio regularly. I ain’t gonna lie it hurt me bad. But Momma said that I had to keep pushin and trust in God …and she was right…He didn’t bring me this far to leave me out in the cold. Sweets suggested that I donate some of the sales to a charity so that we could combat the negative press out. I already was a part of Best Buddies and I was so happy when she suggested that….I was down! I also decided that I would donate some of the proceeds to a domestic violence cause…I had visted one of the shelters here in LA called the Jenesse Center. I had gone on a tour and fell in love with the kids and was moved that the women were so exceptin of me knowin what I had done. I just wanted to give back not cause I was ordered to but because I wanted to. I was one of those kids….My Momma was one of those women…I knew their stories and as a person who fell short I was determined to redeem myself as a Changed Man. Show that it was possible not to become your mistake or your history. I wanted the kids to know they didn’t have to make the same mistake as me that they could be better than me and their environment!
By the time Draya got back to LA…I was back into studio mode. Me and Sweets had started writin songs just so she could get things off her mind. I wanted her to release all that shit so it wouldn’t eat her up. She was back to havin nightmares and didn’t want to sleep so we mostly stayed in the studio or go to Dance 1 to practice routines for the tour. But what I was lovin the most was… we would go out at night and find some random wall or bridge and paint. She wasn’t as good with the spray paint but she was gettin better. It was helpin me too. Just to see somethin I was thinkin about up on a wall was so dope! Draya of course didn’t see the purpose or even like the fact that I was spendin most of my time with Sweets. I really didn’t care…Shit I was gonna do whatever I could to make sure Sweets got through this shit ok. She was still battlin and I was fightin hard to keep her from drinkin her hurt away. So the more I could keep her focused on the shit she loved the better! Draya was just gonna have to deal cause I wasn’t gonna stop!
“So we gonna get to be alone tonight?” Draya said walkin up to me in the kitchen.
“Uh…yea yea…gotta go to the studio tho.” I said movin away to the cabinet pullin the cheetos down.
“The studio…Come ooon I wanna get wild…shit is been 3 weeks!” She whinned and put her arms around my waist.
“Has it?” I played stupid.
I knew this was comin and well to tell you the truth…I did wanna hit that…but to be honest I wanted Sweets more! I knew I couldn’t keep putting her off tho…shit she was my girl.
“Yes it has and I miss Daddy.” She purred.
“Mmm…How much?” I flirted back and grabbed her ass.
She didn’t say anything…just grabbed my hand and put it under her skirt. DAMN! It turned me on more than I was expectin! She leaned up and kissed my neck. I was gettin into it.
“Oh I’m sorry ya’ll.” I heard Sweets say.
When I looked over at her she had the most shocked and slightly hurt face I had ever seen.
“I was just gonna…” She stopped and quickly walked out.
I knew that had hurt her feelins. I shook my head and pulled Draya’s arms off of me and started to go after her.
“Where you goin?” Draya said irritated.
“Gonna check on her.” I shot back.
“Why?…You act like you gotta go explain yourself!” She fired back.
“Look I aint gonna do this with you.” I warned as I went out the kitchen.
“Why don’t you just go fuck her and get it over with already!” She yelled right behind me.
“Keep pushin it and I will!” I turned and gritted out.
“That’s what you wanna do anyway!” She gettin in my face.
“Man watch out.” I said backin up.
“Fuck goin on in here!” Mijo said comin out the den yawnin.
“Ch…She trippin as usual.” I said rollin my eyes.
“Im trippin…you actin like I don’t have a reason! I’m confused…am I your girl or is Sweets?…Cause the way it’s lookin she all you care about!” She said with a shaky voice.
“Now just calm down…You knew that nigga was in love when yo ass tried to steal him from her in the first place.” Mijo said bluntly as he sat on the couch.
“What?…I aint steal shit!” she fired at Mijo.
“Well you still knew that nigga was in love with her…quit actin brand new…don’t you got a some other nigga to go annoy!” Mijo said laughin.
I laughed…I wasn’t tryin to but all of it was true. Even the part about the nigga!
“Oh so it’s funny to you…Ok you know what I do got somewhere I need to be!” she threatened. OH REALLY?
“Well I’ll holla at cha later then.” I said callin her bluff.
She smacked her lips and grabbed her purse and went for the door.
“See you later babe love ya!” I called out sarcastically and made a kissy sound.
“Kiss my ass!” She said walkin faster.
“No that’s what you wanted me to do but I’m good!” I laughed with Mijo.
“Your such an asshole.” She said lookin back at me before she closed the door.
“Thanks!” I said bein sarcastic again.
I shook my head and laughed. Mijo held out his hand and we touched tatts as I sat down.
“Nigga you burned her.” He said laughin harder. “I actually feel kinda bad for her…nah I’m lyin!” He laughed.
“Man I just ain’t fo those mind games she always tryin to play.” I said shakin my head.
“Well yo ass keep dealin with her.” He said turnin to ESPN.
“Man she is cool but she always tryin to make me kiss her ass and I aint doin it.” I said sittin up.
“Well let her tell it that’s ya specialty.” He said laughin again.
“Fuck you talkin bout?” I questioned.
“Shit nigga you didn’t know?” He said raisin his eyebrow.
“Didn’t know what?” I said confused.
“The last time ya’ll fucked around she was all on her twitter talkin to her homegirl and the home girl said to tell the ass licker she said hi!” He laughed.
WHAT THE FUCK???
“WHAT THE HELL!” I said jumpin up.
“Yea nigga I thought you knew bout that shit!” He said laughin some more.
“HELL NAH I DIDN’T!” I said gettin pissed.
SHE TELLIN MY BUSINESS!
“Yea nigga she always talkin bout ya’ll fuckin…Shit she givin all the scoop!…She run her mouth to damn much for me!” Mijo said shakin his head and lookin back at the TV.
I was pissed…I mean I aint ashamed of nothin I do in the bedroom cause a nigga will admit I’m a freak…but DON’T GO ANNOUNCIN THAT SHIT TO THE WORLD! I deal with enough shit daily…I didn’t need her addin to it! I think I was in shock cause I had never had nobody tell shit! I grabbed my phone and went outside on the patio and called her.
“What you want asshole.” She fired immediately.
“Cut the shit…you been tellin our business on twitter?” I got to the point.
“Wha…What?” She stuttered.
“You heard me…You been tellin your friends I’mma ass licker!” I shot.
“What…no…She just was assumin..I aint tell her nothin.” She lied horribly.
“You lyin…I told you I didn’t want you tellin shit about our relationship…what happens between us is between us! I got enough people lookin for any little thing and You just makin shit worse!” I fired off.
“I swear I haven’t told anythin…I don’t say your name at all…Oh My God!” She acted confused.
“Look you in the public eye now…they gonna pick up on every little thing you say…I aint even mad about the ass shit…I’m just sayin …Don’t talk about us period cause they gonna flip it on you.”
“Chris I swear I haven’t said anything specific about you.”She pleaded.
I looked up and saw Sweets standin on the balcony paintin…so I knew she could hear everythin. Shit. This day was already goin to shit.
“Look I gotta call you back.” I said hangin up frustrated. DAMN!
I quickly went inside. Tey had woke up and was on the couch talkin to Mijo.
“Morinin Bro.” She said.
“Mornin.” I said runnin up the stairs.
When I got to Sweets door I knocked lightly and held my breath. I didn’t know if she was hurt…pissed or hell both. I didn’t mean to hurt her feelins and I knew she heard what I said to Draya…So I was just hopin she would let me explain.
“Hey” She said openin the door and walkin away.
“Hey…um…what you doin?” I said tryin to feel her out.
“Just finishin this paintin…You ok?” she asked emotionless.
“Yea I’m cool…question is…Are you ok?” I said walkin over to her.
“Yea…” She lied.
I watched her as she walked over to the canvas and began paintin again. I knew she was bothered but she wasn’t gonna talk about it.
“You aint gotta explain…that’s your girl…” She said flatly as she kept brushin the canvas.
“I still wanna apologize.” I said feelin guilty.
“Apologize for what?…You didn’t do anythin.” She said softly
I felt like I had cheated on her…I couldn’t help it I just did…These last 3 weeks we had got so close It just made me feel like it was me and her minus the intimacy. Just holdin her everynight…gettin her threw her nightmares…took me back to the old times. Made me feel everythin I had tried to distract myself from by bein with Draya. I walked over to her hopin she would at least look at me.
“I mean we been so close I just didn’t want you to feel weird…” I said tryin to get my words right.
“Chris I don’t…You have just been bein a good friend…and that’s all.” She said puttin the brush down.
“Yea…A good friend…that’s me.” I sighed and put my hands in my pockets.
She finally looked at me and I could see she was readin me. I tried to change the subject.
“So you goin to the studio with me?” I said putting on a slight smile to hide my disappointment.
She didn’t answer she just walked over to me. I stared at her confused. It was crazy cause it all happened in slow motion. She reached up and touched my face with her hand. I swear it sent shock waves down my back. She just stood there and looked at me for a few second before leanin up. I was still in shock but I moved instinctively. She kissed me softly and It made my toes curl! DAMN! I didn’t realize how much I missed her lips til that moment. Somethin inside of me said it wasn’t right tho…it wasn’t the right time…that she wasn’t ready. So I pulled back and sighed.
“What’s…What’s wrong?” She asked soft and nervously.
“Sweets you sure you wanna do that?” I asked her warmly.
I saw her face immediately look embarrassed and ashamed. Damn. I wasn’t tryin to make her feel like that. I just wanted her to make sure she wanted to cross that line.
“Your right…I’m trippin…I’m…I’m sorry…” She said backin up and sittin on the bed.
“No…No…I mean I wanted you to kiss me I just didn’t want you to rush nothin.” I said sittin next to her.
“I know…I know….I just…Fuck I don’t know how I feel right now.” She said shakin her head. “I shouldn’t have done that…it was wrong…”
“Sweets you aint gotta worry bout that…it’s cool.” I said holdin her hand.
“Im just so…I can’t lie it hurt.” She blurted out closin her eyes.
“What hurt?” I said hopin she wasn’t gonna say what I thought.
“Seein ya’ll like that…I just…wasn’t ready for it…” She said sighin.
I didn’t realize that was the first time she had seen us actually touchin each other. I guess I had tried to keep her from seein it cause I knew it would do exactly what it was doin to her. I knew Draya had figured it out too but I wasn’t tryin to hurt Sweets no more than I had already.
“So that’s why you kissed me.” I questioned.
“Yes and No…” She said lookin at our hands.
“Sweets I want you…I do…but you have been through hell and I aint tryin to hurt you.” I said knowin what was on her mind. “I just want you to be sure your ready.”
“It’s not fair…none of this shit…it’s not fair.” She said standin up.
“Chicks like Draya never get fucked over…they get flew around the world and get whatever they want…End up with the good guys while they fuck the town…And what do I get…Huh?…I get cheated on…I get lied too…I get left for the next new thing…I get used and thrown away like some piece of trash!…I get takin advantage of…I get violated like I’m nothin!” She said gettin emotional.
“I work hard…I’m loyal…I’m chill…I got my own shit…Fuck I can hold any man down that I meet…I can cook…I can clean…and I damn for sure know how to fuck…I’m not ugly so WHY DO I ALWAYS LOSE TO THE TRIFLIN BITCHES!” She yelled out.
I didn’t know what to do! I just sat there…I wasn’t sure if I should even speak. My heart was so heavy from guilt that I couldn’t speak. FUCK!
“WHY I GOTTA GET FUCKED OVER!…WHY DID I HAVE TO END UP WITH PSYCHOS WHEN THE ONE MAN THAT IS MADE FOR ME FALLS FOR THE BITCH I LET IN OUR BEDROOM!”
“I know?…It’s my fault…I just keep believin this fairytale…This bullshit ass dream that I’m actually gonna be happy one day! I just gotta face it…It’s not real!” She said goin over to her paintin pickin it up and smashin it on her knee.
“Sweets what are you doin.” I said jumpin up and grabbin it.
She had been workin on that paintin for a week…It was beautiful and she just smashed it!
“That’s how I feel…Just some beautiful picture that has a big ass whole in it that nobody wants.” She said brushin her hair back and pacin.
“Sweets you gotta calm down.” I said puttin the paintin down and walkin up to her grabbin her face. “I want you!”
I stopped her by kissin her deep. I wanted to show her she was still beautiful to me…that I didn’t care about anybody else she was always my first choice…that I didn’t just want to be her friend no more…that I was still in love with her. Touchin her lips made crave her. But I was scared…I didn’t want to hurt her. But my body wanted her so bad that my head started spinnin. Our hands were all over each other…I could feel she needed this…to feel wanted. We fell back on to the bed and I was ready. I slid my hands under her shirt as our tongues continued to fight.
“Hey Sweets can I borr-…Whoa!” We heard Tey say as we jumped and I fell on the floor. Ouch!
“Uh…Sorry I didn’t know you was in here bro.” She said smilin slyly. “But um I’m gonna go… ya’ll carry on.”
“Uh Nah…I’m…I’m gonna go.” I said gettin up tryin to nonchalantly adjust Monsta. SHIT!
“No…No….Ya’ll need this…hell I need this!…Don’t worry if that bitch come back far as she know you at the studio!” Tey said backin up out the door.
“Tey!” I called as she closed the door.
I slowly looked over at Sweets who was actually gigglin. WHAT’S SO FUNNY?
“What?” I asked.
“You looked like you got busted by Mama!” She said laughin slightly and sittin down.
“Hey…You jumped up too!” I said smilin.
“But your face was classic…haven’t seen that in a long time…” She said laughin lightly
“Sweets I know I haven’t been perfect to you…but all this just friend shit obviously isn’t workin.” I said sittin on the bed
“I know..” She said sighin.
“So what do you want to do about it…I mean you the one that put us in the friendzone.” I said.
“Chris I honestly don’t know what I want…I’m just feelin so many things…I want us back…then again I feel like we still got growin to do separately….then with this happenin to me… I’m so angry…I don’t know if I can trust anyone again and that’s not fair to you.” She said with a shaky voice. “It could get ugly.”
“I understand.” I said simply feelin frustrated.
I knew things were gonna change…but I don’t know what else to do…Everytime I walk out on that ledge to show her I want her…she runs away…I’m just gonna fall back…again.
“Do you?” She asked lookin at me.
“Yea…you know what I’m gonna go get dressed and um…if you want to come to the studio with me just be ready in like 20.” I said changin the subject hidin my once again brokenheart.
“Oh…ok…” She said lookin confused.
“Aight .” I said gettin up and walkin out.
I was so frustrated with this circle we kept dancin around in! Either you want it or you don’t…but stop torturin me and yourself! I screamed at her in my head. I knew she wasn’t ready and that’s why I held back…but she couldn’t keep faultin me for dealin with Draya when she couldn’t make up her mind!
Once we got to the Studio…Bow and O was already there workin on a song with Pleasure. I was kinda thrown off when me, Mijo, Tey, Moe, Pat and Sweets walked in and Draya was already there doin a little dance with some girl as everybody watched.
WHAT THE HELL?
I was so over this shit. It seemed like she was doin any and everythin to get a reaction out of me and I just wasn’t havin it! What she didn’t seem to get was that the more she pushed the more I was gonna pull away…So tryin to make me jealous and playin mind games was gonna get her cut off. I could tell her ass was drunk and she was even more whiny and obnoxious so I immediately had my guard up.
“What up you ugly bastard.” I said to Bow and dapin him
“What up you high yellow punk.” Bow fired back laughin and shakin his head in Draya’s direction.
“What Up Shad.” Tey and Moe said givin him a hug.
“What Up Tey..What up Moe.”
“What up you fat ass nigga!” Bow said dappin Mijo.
“Nigga fuck you I still get bitches.” Mijo said bluntly.
“Nigga always talkin bout gettin some bitches…well there go some over there.” Bow said pointin to the group of girls Draya was dancin with.
“Don’t mind if I do!” Mijo said walkin over to the girls.
O finally moved away from Draya’s direction cause she was now tryin to grind up on him.
“Aye…Aye…Back up!” I heard O said holdin his hand out to stop her.
“What? We just dancinn…Shit not liike we fuckin…yoou not evenn my typpe O.” She blurted out and stumbled.
“Aye Man…Get yo girl she sloppy right now.” O said walkin up to me and dappin me. “She been on one for hours.”
“Damn it’s too early to be that fucked up!” Bow said shakin his head. “Sis! Aw come here.” I heard Bow say givin Sweets a hug.
“Hey Shad…Hey O.” She said barely crackin a smile as she watched Draya.
“Hey Sis…How you been?” O said givin her a hug.
“I’m been good.” She said still locked on Draya.
“Do somethin bout ha.” Moe said twistin up her face.
I sighed cause it seemed that everybody was annoyed by her. So I finally walked over.
“What the hell you doin drunk in the middle of the afternoon?” I asked tryin not to show my irritation.
“Cause I felt like it…Why does it matter?” She said continuin to dance.
“You know what fuck it embarrass yoself…I got work to do.” I said walkin away.
I could see all eyes on me as I went to the program table. I pulled out my laptop and plugged it up…I was determined to block her out…I had other shit on my mind then worryin bout her tryin to piss me off.
“Hey ya’ll what ya’ll standin over there for come have a drink with me.” Draya said loudly to Tey, Moe and Sweets.
WRONG THING TO DO
I saw Moe roll her eyes as went to sit by Mijo… Sweets walked over to the program table with Tey right behind her. Don’t know whay she think they like her. I looked over at Draya who just waved them off and sat down.
“Bro for real?…She is too turn up…I just can’t.” Tey said smack on some skittles as usual.
“I know but she makin a fool of herself not me.” I said nonchalantly. “Aye where ya’ll at on the song.” I said to Bow.
“Me and P already did our verses and doubles we just need yours and you to do that chorus.” He said lettin one of the girls sit on his lap.
“Aight.” I said
I already knew the verse I was gonna put down and after what happened with me and Sweets this mornin the words were so perfect…Maybe she would get a hint! I went in the booth and laid the verse down in two takes then wrapped on the chorus after 3 times. When I came out the booth I saw the irritated face that Draya had so I knew she must have heard the playback. I looked at Sweets and she smiled slightly at me and looked back down at her laptop. SHE GOT IT.
I hit playback on the chorus:
“Baby I’m on you like a tattoo
Teacher off in classroom
He is not me
We are not the same
And if I can’t see your face then
I might just get wasted
And I don’t even drink alcohol”
“But Babygirl I
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
Never let you go
I can’t let you go
Never lettin go
Never lettin go.”
When I stopped it and let it play all the way through. Draya jumped up and walked up to me.
“We need to talk.” She said shootin a glare at Sweets.
“Fuck we gotta talk bout…I told you I’m workin gon wit that shit Dray.” I said lookin back at my laptop.
I looked at her like she lost her damn mind cause she slammed my laptop closed.
“WHAT THE HELL!” I said feelin flames cause she was showin out.
“I said we need to talk!” She demanded.
Before I knew it Moe had flew over and pushed her into the program table!
I couldn’t even react before Moe was punchin her in her face. All I could see was arms flyin and Draya bein pulled to the ground. Moe was on top of her and Draya was tryin to swing and screamin! I stood there for a minute before I saw Pat snatch Moe off of her and I grabbed Draya.
“FUCK YOU DIKE BITCH!” Draya yelled.
“THAT’S OK THIS DIKE BITCH FUCKED YOU UP!…I TOLD YOU FUCK WIT HIM AGAIN!” Moe yelled from Pat’s arms.
I wanted to laugh so hard cause she had it comin. I looked over at Sweets and she was now standin with her fist balled up.
I knew I had to get Draya out of there cause I saw Tey fly near Moe’s side. FUCK! I picked Draya up and began to carry her out of the studio as she kept tryin to swing and kick in Moe’s direction.
“IMMA FUCK YOU UP YOU UGLY ASS JEALOUS BITCH!” Draya continued to talk shit as I got her out the studio door.
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!” I yelled as I got her down the hallway and finally let her go.
“FUCK YOU CHRIS!…YOU NEED TO CONTROL THAT GREMILN! She yelled. “BITCH HIT ME IN MY FACE! I GOT A SHOOT IN TWO DAYS!” She paced.
I could already see it…she had a black eye and a busted lip and I think her nose was swellin too. YIKES! I felt bad for her then again I didn’t cause she had it comin!
“You need to calm yo ass down…You always runnin ya damn mouth!” I fired at her.
“IM SO SICK OF YOU SAYIN THAT!…THIS IS ME!…I’M NOT CHANGIN FOR NOBODY!” She continued to yell.
“I GOT YA GREMILN YOU RAT LOOKIN BITCH!” I heard Moe yell from the door as Mijo held her back and was laughin.
“FUCK YOU!” Draya tried runnin towards her but I grabbed her.
“I don’t think you want that!” I warned and pulled her towards the main door.
“LET ME FUCKIN GO…I’M FUCKIN TIRED OF YOUR SHIT!”
It took me a minute before I realized that she had slapped me in my face….I instantly had a flashback…It shook me so I slowly backed up. I didn’t even get a chance to respond cause down the hallway came Sweets out of nowhere! She tackled Draya and they hit the wall. Sweets was hittin her so fast I don’t think Draya got one punch off! Sweets was poundin her as Pat came flyin down the hallway and grabbed up Sweets.
“SWEETS NO!” I heard Pat say as he carried her back.
“LET ME GO PAT!…TOUCH HIM AGAIN BITCH AND THAT’S YOUR LIFE! FUCK WIT IT!” I heard Sweets say in the evilest tone ever.
SHE MEANT THAT SHIT!
I was in shock cause this time Draya didn’t say anythin she just looked at Sweets with her eyes huge and holdin her now bleedin nose.
“Oh My God…You all are fuckin nuts!” She said tryin to get off the ground as the crowd from the studio made it to where we were.
When she finally stood up she began to cry…I felt a slight tug but it didn’t last long.
“You a piece of shit…Gonna let them bitches jump me…You fuckin bastard..I want my PURSE!” She yelled at me.
“What?” I said confused that she was even comin at me like I set her up!
“WATCH YO MOUTH OR IMMA SHUT YOU UP!” Sweets yelled from Pat’s hold.
“AYE BITCH YOU WANT YA PURSE! COME GET YO SHIT!” Tey yelled while Mijo blocked her as she held up Draya’s purse.
“I want my fuckin purse so I can go.” She began to cry and hold her nose.
“Give me the purse Tey.” I said walkin over to her.
“Nah CB…She need to come get it…You aint kissin her ass…Fuck that!…DONT BE SCARED NOW BITCH! Tey yelled to Draya.
“Man give me this damn purse and go sit ya loud ass down!” Bow said snatchin the purse from Tey and givin it to me.
“Fuck you Shad!” Tey said rollin her eyes.
I walked over and gave her the purse and she pushed past me and damn near ran out the main doors. I felt bad tho…I didn’t want to see her get her ass whooped but they was just defendin me…The shit had been buildin up. I still couldn’t believe the bitch slapped me! If I wasn’t takin the anger management class who knows what coulda happened! I just shook my head and walked towards Sweets who was still visibly pissed and starin at the door hopin she could get an openin and go after her.
I stood in front of her breakin her trance. When she looked up at me her eyes softened and she touched the stingin part of my cheek so gently.
“I can’t be around her no more…I’m not livin this shit over again with you…so if you gonna keep dealin with her…I’m gone.” Was all she said as she turned to walk back to the studio.
I felt stuck. She was basically tellin me it was her or Draya. She had never made me choose before. EVER! My mind started racin…One minute she didn’t want to be with me now she want me to choose between her and my girl? HOW DOES THAT WORK!
“Wait… So do you want to be with me or not?” I asked holdin her arm.
I could hear everybody hold their breath like it was the question they were all waitin for. She sighed deeply and pulled her arm away.
My heart exploded…